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This dress makes me want to die

Fuck me alive



This dress makes me want to die

Fuck me alive

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I have a balcony that I almost always forget about.

I’ll be going out there more often to read and write. There are not many bright lights out here, so the view of the stars is Just going outdoors easily is I regret not using it more when it was warmer. 

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Movie Quote of the Week: Paris is Burning (1990)

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abenaa a.

skin just heavenly


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Zoom me, next summer.

me, next summer.

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when you really hate the fuck out of someone but you cant say shit because everyone else loves them and you know deep down in your cold dead heart that they’re a terrible person


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sometimes, you won’t get closure, and it will hurt, and then you’ll eventually be okay.

what I am learning is that I have to allow myself to hurt, but not dwell. 

I have also realized that when people do wrong by me, it is not me, because I have done nothing to warrant negative behavior from them. 

that is a problem people I have been talking to have. the fact that I know that the negativity does not belong to me, and that it does not reflect who I am as a person. 

they want the 21-22 year old wallow, “and what is wrong with me?” and I have outgrown that. I no longer need or want comforting. sometimes I just want to speak aloud about my curiosities. 

it kind of sucks when you realize that people prefer you weak and stunted, though. 

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spending this time away and alone focusing on getting fine, being well-read, and falling madly in love with myself all over again.
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I must overcome my irrational fear of being alone.

It has caused me nothing but trouble and bad poems. 

I wonder if this fear is hereditary.

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